Have you ever overreacted and really wish you hadn't? It's not like you can ever take it back, you've already broken the trust of the other party. No matter how much you didn't mean it or how you misinterpreted something. "Sorry" ends up not being enough, it just becomes a word that is equated to false promises. Even when you really try, even when you really mean it.
Really, you're just trying to be the best you you can be, trying to live your own life, be honest, have confidence in yourself, in your own work. But sometimes, if you have an overactive imagination and are in the wrong mood you'll find there is a beast inside you ready to spout out all your fears.
You never wanted to be this way and you're always making improvements to be better, and in some ways you've changed, but every once in a while you trip the latch that's holding the door shut and you find that you're looking at yourself from the outside.
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